1. What is the most successful thing you’ve ever done? I did help Lloyd and Colette bring Tethe’alla and Sylvarant together. So far that seems to have had good results in easing the suffering of most everyone.
2. How would you describe the most important person in your life? I'm not certain I could bring it down to one person. Importance requires connections and I've just started to relearn how to have those. That being said my friends are very important to me. Lloyd has a wonderful attitude and never gives up, it's something I wish I could have. Collette is a kind soul who somehow can forgive, a talent I really wish I had. Genis is incredibly kind, even if he is always nervous about something. Regal is complicated. He's my sister's killer and lover, and I know he killed her to set her free from her own exsphere curse so I'm really not certain. It's almost like he's from the world I lost and I can connect with him in ways that I thought I lost. All in all they are the reason I am a person again, and am no longer just a thing that cuts wood.
3. What is the most difficult thing you've ever done? Come to terms with being lost in time. It helped that the person responsible died on my axe but either way finding out your life has become meaningless and everything you suffered for is gone hurt. Being completely alone at the time made it worse, and I really didn't want to open up to new people because it may happen again.
4. How do you think you will benefit Luceti? From a community base I am a skilled lumberjack and craftswoman. I have a logical mind and am not prone to getting overly emotional. I've also heard that the captors like to experiment on people. That happened a lot at home. I know how to use an axe to deal with people like that.
5. Do you have any fears? What are they? Why are you scared of them? Yes. It used to be that I had no one left, that I had no place left in the world where I belonged. That everything I cared about vanished with time. To some degree I have recovered from that and found new friends. I also have a fear that I may lose myself in my exsphere again and be lost to time. Losing 16 years, one’s family and still having what caused that as part of you can do that.
6. What do you feel are the chances of you leaving Luceti once you arrive? I can’t give accurate odds without data on what leads to coming and going. I am however an experienced test subject and not positive about that aspect of my life. If there is research material on this though I can probably formulate at least rough odds.
7. I'd like to hear your deepest most inner thoughts on paw pads. They’re the cutest things, the way they squish when you poke them, or how you can stick your finger in one and wiggle it around. The costume Regal gave me, it has them too, maybe I should work some into my normal gloves, but then I may need to get some ears to go with it. It's a shame I really don't know much sewing. Paw pads were the first thing that I really got a positive emotional response out of after I was given my control metal.
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2. How would you describe the most important person in your life? I'm not certain I could bring it down to one person. Importance requires connections and I've just started to relearn how to have those. That being said my friends are very important to me. Lloyd has a wonderful attitude and never gives up, it's something I wish I could have. Collette is a kind soul who somehow can forgive, a talent I really wish I had. Genis is incredibly kind, even if he is always nervous about something. Regal is complicated. He's my sister's killer and lover, and I know he killed her to set her free from her own exsphere curse so I'm really not certain. It's almost like he's from the world I lost and I can connect with him in ways that I thought I lost. All in all they are the reason I am a person again, and am no longer just a thing that cuts wood.
3. What is the most difficult thing you've ever done? Come to terms with being lost in time. It helped that the person responsible died on my axe but either way finding out your life has become meaningless and everything you suffered for is gone hurt. Being completely alone at the time made it worse, and I really didn't want to open up to new people because it may happen again.
4. How do you think you will benefit Luceti? From a community base I am a skilled lumberjack and craftswoman. I have a logical mind and am not prone to getting overly emotional. I've also heard that the captors like to experiment on people. That happened a lot at home. I know how to use an axe to deal with people like that.
5. Do you have any fears? What are they? Why are you scared of them? Yes. It used to be that I had no one left, that I had no place left in the world where I belonged. That everything I cared about vanished with time. To some degree I have recovered from that and found new friends. I also have a fear that I may lose myself in my exsphere again and be lost to time. Losing 16 years, one’s family and still having what caused that as part of you can do that.
6. What do you feel are the chances of you leaving Luceti once you arrive? I can’t give accurate odds without data on what leads to coming and going. I am however an experienced test subject and not positive about that aspect of my life. If there is research material on this though I can probably formulate at least rough odds.
7. I'd like to hear your deepest most inner thoughts on paw pads. They’re the cutest things, the way they squish when you poke them, or how you can stick your finger in one and wiggle it around. The costume Regal gave me, it has them too, maybe I should work some into my normal gloves, but then I may need to get some ears to go with it. It's a shame I really don't know much sewing. Paw pads were the first thing that I really got a positive emotional response out of after I was given my control metal.